مجرد عناق

يحدث احيانا ان نغضب و ننفعل لاسباب قد لا تفهم عند البعض.و لكننا فى وسط هذا التاثر الشديد بتلك القضيه التى غضبنا دفاعا عنها ، يكون جزءً ليس بقليل من غضبنا من اسباب اخرى  و اهمها اننا نتمنى فى وسط ثنايا و خلجات قلوبنا ان يدعوهم من محاكمتنا لسبب قضيتنا و التحاليل الواهيه السخيفه لوجهه نظرهم و الاثباتات العقيمه و الادله لان ما تعرضت له مشاعرنا من اشياء اغضبتنا لسنا على حق فيه. فهم لا يبررون الموقف و لكن يرفضون غضبنا منه .  فكل ما نريد ليس ان نثبت اننا على حق، لكن ان نشعر انهم يشعرون بنا و يدعمونا فى مشاعرنا حتى وان كانوا لا يفهمونها .. احيانا مجرد العناق يكون كافيا لازاله كل اسباب الوجع . مجرد العناق كافى لاثبات ان مشاعرنا عندهم اهم من سبب الخلاف و اهم من اثبات اى وجهتى النظر صحيحه

 

the monster of postponing

postponing is the scariest thing in this entire world .  have you caught your self postponing many thing? you aren't telling yourself that you won't do it , but simply you may say i'll do it tomorrow or in the morning .

me myself has been in this dilemma . i waited and waited for so long . postponed my dreams , postponed doing even the smallest and silliest things i wanna do , postponed showing emotions , postponed my right to fight for my dignity , postponed my passion for writing- not saying i'm a good writer , but i really wanted to do so for so long - if i state all the things i postponed  , i'll keep writing for so long i guess . but the point is that i actually found myself postponing living . scary isn't it ? yes , but even when i realized it , i kept postponing changing that to the right time .

but when is that right time ?  sometimes we just postpone it , and we deeply think that the right time will be the best time to do it , but what if we kept waiting ? what i realized is that when we postpone it to what's called the right time , we are actually postponing it to any time but not now.

i postponed my life by postponing each detail of it . postponed it sometimes because i'm scared of change , sometimes because i thought that there are many things much important than those stupid details , and sometimes because i believed that someone else is worth postponing them for . those reasons aren't trivial by the way, it's just that i shouldn't have given them that huge space that i felt like imprisoned. 


 i'm not here to give advise , i'm just sharing some portions of myself. but i wanna say some final words

• don't postpone what's important to you simply because others don't share your priorities
• nothing will postpone your death , so  don't let anything postpone your life 
• don't postpone happiness , life is short even in its longest days
• do what you want even if it's silly and stupid , someday you'll laugh because you did , or regret because you still wanna do it 

Start living now ... the right time is just right now

Don't postpone it ever again

True love .. what a myth !!

so many forms and so many views about love. it made me so confused for a long time , and i couldn't understand what love looks like , and what it truly is. the answer wasn't easy it took me almost 10 years to figure out what I'm gonna write now.


 there's nothing called true love... shocked ?! yes i'm series. let me explain it a bit . those forms of love aren't really love , and shouldn't ever be called love . So simply it's whether love or not , no adjectives should be added before . love is whole on it's own . it's just because of the malformation of the concept of love in our minds that lead us to so many unhealthy and sick forms , and Metaphorically it is called "love".